Never sleep well yesterday so wake up very early , today my mood suddenly change to upsad and heart pain . Quarrel with him ,why he need to work again today and left me at home alone AGAIN. I not want to at home and spend my weekend got nothing to do. I want to go back my mother house . I miss my mother alot . I can only visit them once a week as hubby is too busy . Actually overall i do not know how to go back home by myself and lazy to take bus. No money for cab :) haha . How i wish i can spend a night there . I need to find my own way back amk now. Just not understand , no OT pay , no Extra allowance ,no extra leave still have to work Sunday. At his appointment letter stated working 5 day a week . But he need to work every sat till 4 or 6pm . Now even Sunday . O MY GOD............. When will this project end , sob sob but another project will came . Pray hard hope not need to work 7 days a week. Cos not only him tired , me also tired..... I am very sian NOW . :(:(:(:(: